A Quiet Mother's Day

It was not a shocker to have missed going to church this morning, as we did not go to bed until way late in the wee morning hours because my family was watching a live broadcast of sumo. I woke up around 11am. Tien was all ready to go anywhere but stay at home. He was antsy. I ended up going to the ice rink for my nephew, and then came home after that and a trip to lovely a grocery store. I wish I woke up and went to church. I miss going consistently. I feel out of the loop, unstructured, yearning for more, and miles away from being in God's light and love. To top off everything, I have hot flashes.